Does Ben Connerbarrie and Ben Houston still have their blog?

I hate coming back!

Just got back from London and wish I would have stayed, I did not want to come back. The only thing I was looking forward to was seeing old friends from K College when I got back. That ended up not happening. I don't know why... I ended up having a nice bbq at will and betsy's though. Went home and slept for a long time... I was jet lagged saturday, people were actually making fun of me, I couldn't have had a shittier home coming. I can't really understand or make sense of some people's treatment of me. I really make an effort to be kind and accomodating. I'm polite, I treat people with respect, I go out of my way for friends... what do I get in return. People are cruel to me, abuse my generosity, ignore me, or just don't give a fuck. Well I'm just tired, don't know what to do anymore, should I keep trying or just be an asshole like everyone else, it seems like the only way to survive in this world. I'm just really upset by it. On a lighter note, I had an amazing time in London! I hope to go back more often, I just hate flying and travelling alone. I need to find travel buddies! And for all of my good friends, you know who you are! Loves you all and thank you for being a douche!

Thank you for being a friend

The Golden Girls often tackled topics that were not frequently aired on TV. These included: the coming out of Blanche's brother and his gay marriage, menopause, gun control, impotence, drug addiction, safe sex, Empty nest syndrome, Infidelity, Interracial marriage, racism, homophobia, Organ donation, fixed income, domestic violence, Problem gambling, suicide, cross-dressing, lesbianism, plastic surgery, child abandonment, euthanasia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, pregnancy, homicide, veganism, cocaine addiction, artificial insemination, health care, agoraphobia, homelessness, immigration, sexual harassment, Illegal Immigration, and senility. Perhaps the most controversial episode involved Rose getting tested for HIV years after receiving an untested blood transfusion.

They really ought to use this class to teach a philosophy or college class!!!! I would love it as a freshmen seminar!

Britney

For the record, I was pretty amazed by the documentary tonight. When she said she was sad, I was like wow, I could sort of feel her pain. She went on to describe how things are too controlled and that there was no passion and excitment and that it was like ground hogs day everyday. I think on a level everyone can relate to this, especially with all the responsibility. I also related to her explaining how she chose relationships for the wrong reasons and that when she does love someone she does it with all her heart and wants to be with them all the time...like that's how I feel. I could feel her as well when she said she had seen that cruelty that was bad and she was trying to avoid it. She also went on to describe how she gets certain things easily but the things she truly wants she can never get, like again i could really feel her on this one too. The part where Madonna showed up and started talkin all British and Kabalahey was a treat too. Good ol' Madonna showing us the way.

Have you seen this boy?

He was last seen with little a care in the world. He had a full head of luxurious curly brunette hair and carried around a bag of tricks and laughter. If approached he would tell a Banana joke or tell you that he has a butt. Computer models have aged him as a young man of middling height and build with shorter "less" hair. If approached he is thought to rant about left wing politics and predict doom and apocolypse. Last known where abouts include, UC Berkley Graduate school, and any glory hole in the San Francisco Bay area.

Hamburger

Anyway you slice it finding putrified ground hamburger behind your heater intake vent is pretty gross. I can't imagine how it would get there!??? I feel like someone is trying to poison me! aaaaannnd here it is!

Don't let me be the last to know...

Don't tell anyone it was me who pooed in the cooler
So I decided what I'm gonna be for Halloween, only 2 people know and I think I will reveal it on Halloween. Of course Jay knows, he knows everything about me...well almost everything. He doesn't know I plan on slapping him in the crotch tomorrow at 6pm. He doesn't read this blog so it does count. I'll give you a hint though, it is pretty trashilious... So I booked my tickies for San Fran. This trip better be the dog's balls or else. I rest all responsibility on my friends on that end! I better be entertained at every single second!

Anyway, I forgot what I was gonna write about... I invented a new diet with my friend Avriel called the Tequila/taco bell diet. We lol-ed all though out class drawing pictures of it. The extreme body makeover involves eating taco bell then binge drinking tequila. I imagined it would be someone collapsed in the shower having diarreah and puking at the same time while having the shower on and a bottle of draino at hand in case the drain gets clogged.

My arm hurts from falling last weekend so I'm gonna quit typing ttyl!